I wish things were different!

hi.
I am hungover.
I need a shower.
I am listening to Nas... "theniggermixtape"
too many boondocks soundclips.
I don't wanna go to work. IS IT SUNDAY YET?!

I'm alive.
Philly living.
That's about it.
More soon...
When we get internet at the new house.
:]

I am living in Philadelphia. I kinda love it. Jameson and I are happy. I'll post pictures soon. <3

Current Location: Philadelphia, PA

living in santa cruz with jameson in a nice house near the beach.
i'm happy here, but i'm stoked to go home
i'll be living in philly when i get there.
i still miss andrew, that won't change for awhile
he's gone for a bit, quite a bit...
i like him though
the waiting is the hardest part.

Tags: andrew, california
Current Location: Santa Cruz, CA
I don't really care if I'm : mellow
Plugged in and ready to fall: bruce springsteen "two faces"

First time.
It's good.
I'm sitting next to Andrew and Vern.
We're watching South Park.
I'm drinking whiskey&coke.
I'm loving life.
xxoo

Current Location: Seattle
I don't really care if I'm : happy
Plugged in and ready to fall: Amy Winehouse "Rehab"

I wish I got to take pictures at the shows, but I was too fucked up to do so. These pictures are mostly at my apartment with the fall of troy gentlemen. The main characters in the debauchery are myself, Timmy and Andrew. The pups too, yes. But Thomas also makes an appearance. These are kinda backwards.

I fucking miss Andrew already... but good thing we'll be reunited in less than a week. I leave for North Carolina with Adri in about 3 hours. We're there until Monday evening, then I leave Tuesday morning for Los Angeles. I'll be hanging with Nicole (love that girl) and then Thursday we meet up again and I'll be hanging out on the tour for awhile. We haven't figured out when I'm coming back yet. Haha.


I am scared of falling for him.. but at the same time, he says he's already fallen for me.


I can't stop smiling...

Tags: andrew, love, the fall of troy
Current Location: tudor city
I don't really care if I'm : nostalgic
Plugged in and ready to fall: pretty ricky, on mute

Meet Jameson:



he's the newest member to the family.

oh and his brother is Adri's puppy. his name is Kendall Jackson.



they're 10 weeks old. march 18 bdays. purebred. they've been rescued from the puppy mill!




timeee for world art.

Current Location: njcu

I don't have a job.
I haven't had one since last year, really.
I am in summer school.
I already skipped a day.
My wisdom teeth are growing in and so I take like 10+ pills a day.
I have a boyfriend and have had one for at least a month.
We have an open relationship.
I've been hooking up with this other guy for over 3 months now, on and off.
I get drunk on the regular.
I eat pills.
I barely eat otherwise.
I have gotten on minimum of 15 airplanes since this year started.
I get offered jobs I can't take because of school, but I WANT SO BAD.
My record label is doing fine.
I'm going to MISSHAPES TONIGHT WTF?!
crystal is in town tonight we're partying.
adrienne and I are roommates.
I miss SASHA like crazy.
Come home from China, thanks.



I am having a BBQ in Brooklyn on Monday. If you're around, lemme know. You're totally invited.
xxoo

Current Location: Tudor City
I don't really care if I'm : drunk
Plugged in and ready to fall: Neutral Milk Hotel "Holland, 1945"

trash flavored trash





An uneventful night.
Time for bed soon.

I don't really care if I'm : crushed